The thought of you still brings her pain and with her being her and you being the ‘you’ you are to her,it forever will.

As much as she does not regret her decisions,she regret yours.As much as she does not regret her life,she wish you did things differently.Maybe then,just maybe,she won’t be caught between love and frustration the way she is now.As much as she wants to move past the past,you are in her present and for as long as she lives,part of you is part of her,for you and a part of you brought her here.She can never escape you as much as she try.

The fact that she thinks of you and feels the way she feels when she does only shows she cares.Enough to only wish you well.She wants you to be a better person,to make better judgements,to live up to the sapience of your age because the person you helped create still want to believe in redemption and goodness in people.She just hope to get her validation.From you.