"To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved"

You know well that you can't trust him. You can't trust him with your trust but still you trust him with your heart. Not because you want to but because you don't know how not to.

Still you wish you could trust him...at least that. If only it's something that can be given free, you would have given it. But it's something he needs to earn and he shows no interest of earning.

He is not all that you want in a man but he is the man that you want. He is a constant misfit to your ideals but he simply fits. His flaws are obvious and they're not even denied and you don't pretend not to notice but either way, they don't matter as much as they suppose to.

You have expectations and they're usually not met. You have whims he can't cater to or simply won't. Sometimes, he won't even listen to you. He is indulgent but he rarely indulge you. But somewhow, you've made exemptions for him. He is your exemption.

He annoys you constantly. He frustrates you to tears. He do things you hate and he tests your patience occasionally. Still, you can't hate him.

When you look at him, all you can think about is how much he means to you. Flaws or no flaws, you want him as he is. And when you hold him, you know that regardless of all the things he did wrong and will do wrong, he will always be right for you.

You are not blind and not playing that part. You see and you know... and you know too well but you see through what he is not and appreciate what he is.

You are just another lovestruck highschool girl.