Mornings and Chances

Feb. 20th, 2009 at 1:45 AM This is me starting over. The good thing about life is that every morning... sunshine or not...there is always a promise of a new start. Though sometimes, its feels like its the same shit on a different day. Being one of those people who's body clock is set to be reset ever so often, I don't count days by mornings nor nights. I used to count every shift, every night I spend awake and every sleepless day or sometimes dawns, and I count how many shifts I would need to suffer through until rest days or paydays. Somehow along the way, I just stopped counting. I only keep track of paydays which reminds me that I'm halfway through the month and when a new month is starting. So there are only two dates for me...the 15th and the 30th... But I love mornings...when I walk home from my shift around 8 every morning...I always feel brand new. Tired but I feel refreshed at the thought that I get another shot at life. Anyway,I realized that life is just like a pad of paper. Each day is a new sheet. There are always marks that we don't want on our sheets, marks from the past and those of the present which are out of our control but most of the page are ours for the day and its up to us on how we want our story written and our colors painted. There is always a chance to start over... until our sheets run out.