Dreams Are My Reality

I'm declaring today a personal holiday so I'm skipping all classes this afternoon. I don't wanna see my Marketing and Finance teachers. they stress me out.

I have 3 major zits in my nose and I look like Rodolph. I never had a breakout like this since birth! I don't know what's wrong with my face now and why I've been having pimples so often now when I rarely get them before. Maybe I need to switch products or whatever.

Anyway, I'm sending off my brother today who just took the nursing board exam this weekend. He is going back to Bohol and relax for a bit before he start looking for a job here in Cebu. He seems nervous and as he would put it, "sad". Apparently he is not very happy and very confident about the exams but I told him it's out of his hands now so it's not a problem anymore. All he can do is wait for the result and pray pray pray.

Now that I think about it, I think I developed an allergic reaction to Jervis. I remember that after all the issues we've had in the last couple of years, each time I see him, I felt like having a fever and a sneezing fit and when I got close to him, I literally have rashes which lasted for days. Now that's what you call physical reaction. So maybe it's a good thing I haven't seen him for over a year now cz I really can't afford to be sick. The other night though, I dreamt of him. I can vaguely remember his face really. I thought I did me an imaginary partial lobotomy and deleted that picture. Except his eyes of course. Each time I look at Carys' eyes, I see his. Anyway, I dreamt of him and all I remember when I woke up was his face. He was right in front of me and his face was so near mine and his eyes were looking at me and I just stared at the face I used to memorize by heart. I wasn't sweating when I woke up and no heart pounding so it wasn't one of those chase-me dreams I usually have. I just saw his face.I don't know what it means but it feels weird. I feel funny because I dreamt of Jonas too. Why the hell would I dream of him! I don't even know him. hahaha!